UNIVERSE
I firmly decide to give only to myself for a while, a certain while.
To learn gratitude towards me… so forth expect recognition and gratitude only from me…
giving and receiving, Tantra, is a hard lesson to learn and understand…
I cannot love you, give you, if I don't love me... if I don't give to myself... "the lamp which is halal in your house, is haram in the mosque" says the proverb...
I will no longer give what is mine, for me… which serves me. I will no longer give gifts, nor will I beg anymore… and this at all levels! I will help as far as I can if I am specifically...